Another day to try again. Still a little upset but trying not to think about it so I can try to have a good day. I spend almost the whole day in my room on the computer. Reading about current events, chiming in on topics in my mommy group and depression support group, playing strange little video games and searching for things for Kate to do while on Spring break, among other random things. I sit at my laptop while Kate sits at the desktop. We have conversations that are both serious and funny. The boys run in and out, playing from room to room. After yesterday I really don't feel like doing anything of importance. I don't want to set my self up for complete disappointment again.